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Thursday, 01 May 2008

When loving feels too good

Hey guys,
I know me not being on here alot ao sad but in a way its totally fine. You see now I do have time to enjoy life and I am so very happy right now. I am still with my man that I met last summer and we are doing great. I never knew that being in love with someone like this would make you feel and do amazing things. My man Bryce is such a blessing to me. We are totally drama free, I know for a fact I am his woman and that everybody around here knows that for a fact, he takes care of me and we talk to each other, we are so much alike its scary.
I feel free and oppressed anymore. No more do I have to hide my love for someone. I can finally let them get all love and attention they need.

Friday, 14 March 2008

Satina is Bizzack!!!

Tuesday, 01 May 2007

when it all falls down

I was just informed that one of my favorite members of a good collaboration group has left them. Its really sad cause you would think that this group is tight and really close together. But I guess you never really know people until this bullshit happens.
I didnt know what to feel or even how to feel about this situation. What needs to be realized is that you cant really ever get upset about something you have no control over. In a perfect world I would love for this member to not pass judgement and just go back to them.
In other news...school is almost over. I just a couple of papers to do then take my finals...its going to be rough, but I know I can get through it!!!
The summer is around the corner and all I want to do is save money and have some fun. Hopefully soon my cell phone will be back on I just got my refund money back and I think I will be getting some moeny some other place...so paying my phone off wont be a problem. Plus I need to put atleast 50 bucks on my credit card so I can stop getting the letters in the mail.
uggghhh nobody told me that being a grown-up would be so hard!!!

Satina

Thursday, 26 April 2007

In my own head

So much ahs happend since the last post. I guess time is slipping by so fast that I didnt even realize that I havent written this thing and actually having a chance to be honest about everything now:
1. Me and Kinte basically broke up. He didnt want me to wait on him and he didnt think that he could be the man that I wanted. Truthfully he was everything I wanted, even though things were going rough for him I know that he is a genuine person and that he is loving and caring and a strong person. And I think that those are the qualities that I look for in a man. Im truly sad that I was not able to be with him as the year progressed, but you never know what might happen. I hope that he realized that love and support that I wanted to give to him and that he can change his mind and choose me to be his girl.
2. School is almost over and I just want it to move on and start over a clean slate. Things are starting to bloom with me as far as my social life and I am so excited to get school otu the way so I can start to have fun and explore this whole new world that is ahead of me.
3. I totally feel like a young adult now. I go out and have fun and meet new people.And I actually think that I am establishing myself as a person who is trying to get into the music business and as a person who wants to do radio. I think the skies are the limit for me now.
4. I finally have closure with "New Jersey" and I am glad that I dont have any hatred towards him. Its good to be able to close a chapter of my life. I didnt think that I would get passed him, but now I am confident that I dont even think about that man anymore.

Satian

Saturday, 03 March 2007

Yes i kno

So its been like a minute for me trying to come back to my beloved xanga, but have no fear I am back. Anyways things are ok . School is a struggle for me but between the personal shit that is going on and then trying to catch up with my work I think that I can swing it and I kno that I can pass this semester. I just need to get on my grind and find more money for school and then I wont have any worries.
Besides everything else that is not pertaining to school. The music thing is going well. I am doing another hip hop show and I am very excited. I got Squadzilla, Grease Monkeys, Raheli, and probably Chrisette Michele to come. I can only hope that this show is just as hot. Lately I have been focused on my music and not really worrying about the whole love thing. I figure if I think positive and do positive whom ever I want will come into my life.
I am just trying to have a good time right now. I will be 21 soon and my party will be so crazy. I just cant wait!!! This year was destined to be the year of the Tang Dynasty. This summer is going to be so sweet!!!!

Satina